Okay, I'm close enough to Thursday that I don't feel like I need to put "for Thursday" in the title. I also decided not to procrastinate and wait to update since I am still awake now and I might as well post.
I have issues with trust. I do not trust people online unless I know them fairly well. I do not feel like I'm out of line with not trusting people. I am usually nice to everyone, regardless of how well I trust them.
I also have issues with trusting myself, also justified I think. I have let myself down enough that I have trouble trusting myself. I am working on it, however, since if I do not trust myself I think it's inevitable that I won't be able to succeed since I won't trust myself to succeed.
I do usually have faith that things are going to work out in the end. I don't know why I have this expectation, but I do. So far I've been right, sort of. Even if things don't seem good at the time, usually things get better enough that I can see that it will be okay.
I suppose that is enough like "Things will be okay in the end. If they're not okay, it's not the end."
Okay, I am tired enough that I am seeing bugs so I think I'd better call it a night. (When I'm tired, I often think I see bugs or things moving in my peripheral vision.)
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